I'm back. It took me 2 months...but im back. I've been thinking...about everything, thats been happening.. in my life, and in his.. and while i was thinking.. i realized, i can't stop whats happening, i can't stop him from changing.. there is absolutely nothing i can do. i have to accept him for who he is now. You know.. he actually made a pretty good point to me a few days ago. He said.. "i dont dress the way i do, because i like it, i dress this way to make a point. My point is that, someone can dress completely different than they did before.. but still be the same person inside" That is very very true. You see emos with their skinny jeans, and studded belts & band t-shirts... but, just because they wear those things, doesn't mean they have to change their personality to fit their label as emo. Thomas however.. did change his personality, he says its just because the "old him" tried to hard to "fit in" but, i dont believe that's true. He wasn't concerned at all about how he looked, or if what he liked was "popular" he was himself... thomas. But, like i said before.. i can't do anything about that.. things change, people change. Its like a roller coaster. No matter how scary it is, or how much you hurt from bumps and sharp turns, you just have to close your eyes, hold on tight, and finish the ride in one peice.
Peace, love and eyeliner.
♥ Ashley ♥
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