Theres nothing more to do then watch my whole life fall apart before my eyes... tonight thomas and i were talking, and it was really about nothing until he brought in the drugs and the drinking.. he talked about how i could save him from drinking tonight by making out with him.. and i would do anything to save him, so of course i offered, well, noticing that it was 10:30 at night.. i couldn't really accomplish that.. so thomas said he would go drink at 11:00. i had a half hour to try to convince him that the past was so amazing and that i wanted the old him back.. but all it did was crush me and make my heart fall to pieces. he told me i was "effing annoying" and that i should just let go of the past cuz he doesn't care about it anymore.. i guess thats it... i said i was done trying before.. and it worked for like 3 weeks.. but now.. its going to have to work for a lot longer.. because he obviously doesn't want someone so annoying in his life.. im done guys. im sorry.. but i guess this is my last entry.
peace...
ashley
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