Wednesday, April 2, 2008

The note

Today i was going through some of my old stuff, and i came across this note that thomas gave me when i was dating this guy named ben. heres what it said:

Dear Ashley,
For a long time now i have liked you so much, and i dont know how to tell you so i'm writing this. you mean the world to me, without you i'm nothing. if someone told me to stop cutting i wouldnt unless it was you. if there was a word to describe how i feel towards you i would tell you but there isn't. i like you way too much. i'll wait forever and a day just to be with you. so please one day think about giving me a chance. if you ever do we could always be friends in the end. i'll always love you no matter what happens your the love of my life and you always have been and always will be. if i got to pick my first kiss, it would be you. i understand you have ben so i'll back of cause watching you be happy means more then anything. i love you ashley.

I love you,
Thomas

That note meant more to me than anything in the world. I wish he felt that way still, but he doesn't care about me anymore.. and i miss him a lot..





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